All my life I have been very feminine.
When I was a child Ii was told by many that I would be a beautiful girl.
And I was picked on often for acting like a girl instead of a boy.
In my teens I began to dress androgynous and like being in the background, a wallflower.
I shunned my feminine side for years cause it was what society expected.
Then my ‘Aha Moment’ came and I was at peace with myself.
With that I wouldn’t shun my feminine self anymore cause it is what brings out the best in me.
I may have a male body but i think and act like a woman … always have my entire life.
I even have my one week (about 14 days really) out of every month that I am seriously moody and bitchy and can be either physically drained or wired.
Why was I born with this (disgusting for me) male body (I actually love most other men’s bodies) and through it all my body tends to behave like a woman’s. To the point that i think and behave pretty much totally feminine, sitting/standing/walking. My inner self knows well.
Accident of birth is my only answer. A woman trapped in a man’s body.
But hey, that’s me. That’s who I am and I am okay being me.
I’m working on being a better me and I like the woman in control and in me.
[A re-post I wrote from another site]
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